It tears right through me, you thought you knew me.

You know NOTHING, nothing AT ALL. You don't know how much i detest you. Freedom. FREEDOM is all i ever requested for. You reprimand at the wrong time, and is NEVER helpful for me. You're like 'Lucifer' in my life. You know you aint perfect, but you never put in the effort to improve. You have no idea how much it sucks to be alone evertime. You Always think you're right. So what if i've done badly for my examinations? Have you done better than me before? Even if your answer is a Yes, take a look at the modern world now. It's tougher and more competitive than your old fashioned years. I know you'll never get to read my blog, and therefore im assured that i can post everything about you here, good or bad. Sometimes you cry, assuming that i treat you like a piece of shit. Cause thats the truth, you gotta start accepting it. "Do to others what you want others to do unto you." Nothing in the world is fair, so will our relationship. Just stay out of my life. IHATEYOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE WHAT YOU'RE DOING TO ME. I HATE HOW YOU'RE RESTRICTING EVERYTHING THAT I DO. I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. FML.

We are in love, haven't you heard. How we rock each others' world.

WE CAME IN OVERALL SECOND, HELL YEAH! :DD
Inter-class Softball Games today. 9 of my classmates were absent. Well, at least it was a improve of 1 from yesterday. Celestial, Liann, Meryl, Gladys, Valerie, Juliet, and Me. We've always been fighting for positions with 2-3 since last year. When it was my turn to hit the ball, i screwed it up by not ending it with a Home run. I have no idea why, but when i lost that very last chance, my whole body shivered and then i cried. I felt so bad. Not being able to sustain a First place for my team mates. Anyway, i got a GOLD for my Napfa. (Y) It was so close, THAT CLOSE. I could have gotten the 3rd position for 2.4km in the cohort!

After that was recess then CPR. It was kinda boring... but of course, useful for future usage. The best part is, IgavemyfirstkisstoadummycalledAnne. Iris came late to school, with her uber SEXY voice, i like; HAHA. She sat there, not doing anything with the CPR kit. There were many instructors who asked why she wasnt doing anything, i was like her Spokesman lor. My hand is currently swollen, cause i think i broke Anne's ribcage.

And oh, sweet perfection.

I LOVE 2-6, 10 ABSENTEES TODAY! (:
Just...
2 more days to Canon Photography Marathon.
7 more days to Last Day of school.
7 more days to Class Chalet.
8 more days to Peerlite Camp.
10 more days to Methodist Walk.
22 more days to the end of O Levels.
31 days to Juliet's Chalet.
36 more days to Taiwan.
I THINK IM GONNA MISS 2-6 LIKE SHYT.

Letter 4: PHUA LIANN

Liannyy; My husband! This post is specially dedicated to you, because you asked for it. We've been in the same Primary School till now and i only knew her existence in Primary 6. And its pretty funny how we got really close in Secondary 1 and i didnt know what happened after that. Now it's 2-6 Family Tree! But it feels weird that im 'married' to her, because my classmates think that im a 'third party'. "mlyjtwya", you-know-who. And no, we arent as close as you think; cause we both commit adultery behind each others back. She's smart too, but i have simply no idea how she ended up as my classmate. I love how her name can be pronounced as Lian. And fyi, whenever your arms end up on my shoulder, it prevents me from growing taller! Hope we can both get into Media Studies! :DD Common Factor: We LOVE ORANGE! and i think 'DJ got us falling in love' is our song right? HAHA! (: You gotta start watching Playful Kiss! 1 month and 4 days; ily hubby! ♥♥♥

Every night in my dream, i see you, i feel you.

Went to school for Innovation week, it was a complete waste of time in school. 5 of my classmates absent themselves. (On purpose i suppose) But my group finished our 'song' already, so we're super slack. Li Ann is sad because she have many love rivals and she's officially the Purple Rose. And and also, Iris knew Black Rose way before her and Li Ann was 'jealous', as a husband. (:

Got back our Raw Scores for EOYs and option forms for Subject Combination. It wasn't very long ago that i remember our Year Head going through with the cohort on what Subject Combination is all about. But in an instant, we're choosing our Subjects already. I'm tired of all these, STUDYING isnt my thing at all!

Met Weixuan and Melissa at Hougang Mall's Pizzahut. Melissa's sense of humor never seems to fatal. How she always fails to stop us from laughing and all the giggling. Many a times i wanted to fall onto the ground, thanks to her. She's also the CAUSE of my LOST badge i purchased from London. ):
Anyway, Victor, Willis, Chien Ping and Crystal also joined us at Dexus much later. Left at around 5.45pm.

Gonna cherish every moment, it only happens once in a lifetime.

Wanted to go flea with Crystal after tuition today, but she had last minute plans. In the end, went flea @ Buona Vista with Chervelle.

Kovan -> Clarke Quay -> Outram Park -> Buona Vista -> Paya Lebar -> Stadium -> Bishan -> Ang Mo Kio.

Almost the whole of Singapore have been covered by us. But the Flea was held somewhere really far and ulu, Rochester Road. Chervelle lift home with 30 bucks and reached home with 20 cents? There was hardly anything for us to enjoy, but i bought Sticky! and Made In Candy! Chervelle was deafened by the band performing. We were there for less than an hour and went to Singapore Indoor Stadium. It's so difficult to find someone to take the Polaroid for us.

I want you back to me eventhough it's just a dream .

Went Sentosa with Celestial, Felyn, Meryl, Liann, Iris, Vanessa, Janis, Juliet and Megan since 11am and our super the picture above is Mine and Iris' fail 'Sand Castle'. The sun was scorching hot today, i swear. Now almost all of us are Chao Da already. Liann is a Roasted Duck. Played Volleyball, cards and soccer. Next time if I'm gonna be a goal keeper, I'll make sure Iris isn't in the game. We were like super Retarded, thanks to Iris. I just followed suit Iris until Vanessa came.

Rinsed, changed and wanted to take the Luge, but some people were hungry already. Then we took the monorail back to Vivocity. Lunched and it was apparently CLKX's idea to catch a movie at Plaza Singapura. Bus'ed down and she pangsehed us. LIKE WTF. I hate her la, she always ask people along then in the end go according to her own plan... Janis, Vanessa, Iris and I then went home from there.

Facebook for more pictures! (:

Letter 3: VANESSA LIN WENXIN

Also, know as Mrs Park YooChun. She loves Mickey, not mouse; very much. I've no idea what she likes him for, but my impression of him is Gay and still looks Gay after a year. We're in the same class ever since Primary 5, and were in the same clique, but we're only the "Hi""Bye" ones. And only till Secondary 1, we became FRIENDS. We have nothing in common, like really Nothing. It's just that she gets all my LAME and RANDOM jokes most of the time. I know you're upset because your letter comes 3rd and i took really long to publish it, but be glad that you have a letter! And i do know all your 'lovers' and as much as your 'favourite' song. Yellow Submarine by The Beatles.


Im sorry, but your birthday card is still with me. (x I really hope we can get into the same subject combination for year 2011, ily! ♥♥♥

It was awesome but we lost it, it's not possible for me not to care.

I LOVE THESE MUSIC VIDEOS. :DD

Letter 2: WEIXUAN ANG.

She's one of the many many reasons why I'm here today! Though i know all her dirty little secrets, i really keep them; especially her relationship statuses. Although i only met her in Primary 6, it seems like Ive known her for life. She's a rich, smart, pretty and also uber thin little girl. But all these characteristics aren't what i go for when I'm with her. It was more of gossips, practically anything we can chat about. Lee Min Ho, Jang Geun Suk or any other celebrities. Though you're not the one that stands by me all the time, you'd least listen to my complains when i need someone to be there. We used to see each other almost everyday, but now it seems like we're drifting apart. Don't worry, I'll continue to ransack your house whenever I'm free. I'm sorry, but it always take me months to buy your birthday present. I've gotten it already actually, we meet, you'll get it. When i tour you and your cousin around Singapore, it's $5 per hour actually. HAHA, ily! ♥♥♥ (:

Letter 1: CRYSTAL SOO EN TING.

I've got a number of close friends, but none i would consider as a Bestfriend. Maybe, there used to be. But now that Secondary is exhausting and all the shit comes down on us... friendship that used to be So close, now deteriorating.

Crystal and I have been real close ever since we're classmates since Primary 3 and is now from my clique. For many a times i was sad, i hardly turn to anyone, not even her. But she could clearly see through how i felt. She have really nice tempers too. I think i hardly, or have Never seen her unhappy with me before. On this very day that I'd never forget, 28 October 2009. It was her birthday! Like how anyone else would be excited to receive presents from our classmates. I shook her table, and there goes her glass photo frame. However, she didn't show that she was upset with me. But in fact, she still smiled with tears in her eyes and telling me she's alright. Obviously i felt guilty. Even till exams, i dislike studying, i mean who doesnt? She pushes me and asks me to study daily Without Fail. On this very dreadful month called September, i met someone i really liked. But i gave up hope to be with him 3 weeks later. I was of course, disappointed to have found out what had had happened. I was really really really sad, but Crystal tried to pull me up. She told me that i shouldn't give up, cause that's really silly of me. She even knew how many crushes i have had. Everything that I've mentioned here, it may sound really dramatic, but this is what life's about. How grateful i am to God for giving me such a friend that can be considered as my sister. ily!♥♥♥♥♥ (:

Tell me how to win your heart for i haven't got a clue.

For the past months, i've seen people writing letters to everyone they know/knew. Thats exactly what im gonna start from tomorrow onwards. (:

Mathematics was supposed to be a manageable paper today. I didnt have enough timeee. Many complained it was tough though. I wanna take A MATH, and then Oxford University here i come! (x
Cheena paper 2 tomorrow, and then after i'll declare an unofficial end of EOYs. (Since Art and CLC isnt as important)

Went to Iris' house after school with Crystal and Janis. Crystal and I started watching a video of Yoobin on Wondergirls website and then Crystal saw some ghost shit figure. She screamed and I screamed and Janis screamed as well, then we ran out of the room. It was really scary THEN, i swear. Played Wii, damn funny till i almost wanted to pee. :/

I ate Iris' last Fruitpop(icepop) and drank her Yakult. I wanted to steal some of her chocolates from Switzerland as well, but all of the boxes(at least 5 of them) were still brand new in the refrigerator. Finally, i found a "old" box of Dark Chocolates, which apparently i detest.

After Janis left Crystal and i used Mac again, watching videos... Out of one fine moment, Iris' brother came back, so we're surprisingly quick enough to swtich off the Mac and Wii. Then we took a book from somewhere and sat on Iris' bed, pretending to be revising. And then Iris' brother was pestering her and asking why we're so hardworking and all Iris knew was Maple... ...

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALERIE ANG! :DD

Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again.

Click on my Nuffnang advertisement please! TYVM. (:

To forget is to let go, to let go is to move on.

If you think that no one knows what you said,
Think again.
If you think no one watches what you do,
Think again.
If you think you're always right,
Think again.
If you think your best friend won't betray you,
Think again.
If you think that you can escape doing something wrong,
Think again.
If you think victory will always be yours,
Think again.
If you think backstabbing your own acquaintances is right,
Think again.
If you think that you're indispensable,
Think again.
If you think that someone can't go on without you,
Think again.
If you think everything you do is always right,
Think again.
If you think all your friends will stand by you during your darkest times,
Think again.
If you think no one knows your deepest darkest secret,
Think again.
If you think you're always in position to do anything,
Think again.
If you think you're the smartest,
Think again.
If you think hating your friend behind your back is right,
Think again.
If you think no one loves you,
Think again.
If you think that the world's unfair,
Think again.
If you think doing everything by yourself is appropriate in a group,
Think again.
If you think you're leading right by saying one thing and another thing later,
Think again.
In everything you do,
Think again.

To forget is to let go, to let go is to move on.

Happy Childrens' Day to Padpad (points to left) and (points to right)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VANESSA(!!!)(L)(Y)