334; Wind in my hair, I was there, I remember it all too well.

Now that O Level is officially over, it's like a whole load of burden carried off my chest. So I have decided to finally publish this post because I was thinking so much for the past month, and have decided to blog about it today. How 4 years just flew by, how I even managed to pull through the stressful O level period, and how about anything I could possibly wonder about.


For the record,
1) I went to Sentosa twice this month(9,17) with churchies from TMC.

It was fun. In fact, it's always a good day well spent whenever i'm with these people. (: On the 18th, I was there with Grace, Claudi, Jacelyn, Audrey, Walter, Mark, Caleb and Mingxuan. We played Volleyball, got bored of chatting, so we travelled down to Plaza Singapura to watch 'Ah Boys To Men'. It's a very funny film, but story-wise wasn't as interesting... I asked one of the most embarrassing and awkward question during the movie about the CB leaf which, I don't think I want to elaborate on. I got tanned pretty badly. :/

The following week was still the same group of us + Jiaeenn, Ruth and Caleb's Korean friend. Still, Volleyball, chatting and then we went to play Pool. (: This time round, I was double-tanned. My skin was still peeling from the previous week and there's no sign of stopping at all. I feel like i'm getting skin cancer. Sigh. ):



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2) Prom
I wasn't even the least excited for Prom and I wonder why. Something that i've been looking forward to since Lower Secondary and it doesn't even excite me... ?!! I contemplated wearing a tude dress or the one with lace at the back and extension at the end of the dress. My tan lines and peelings from the previous trip to Sentosa kinda screwed up my decisions. My back and shoulders would look horrible if I were to put on the Tube dress, so I had no choice but to wear the other dress. ):

As we stepped into the Ballroom, they started playing the March. The March is like a anthem that gathers the entire school for assembly every morning. Then I looked around, everyone were talking about how each other looked so different that night. I really miss my cohort. :') Took photos with my Favourite group of people. ^^



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3) I have started work since 22 November and to speak the truth, my job is a bore. Because i'm working at Armani Junior Paragon, it's a High-end brand. So the only people that would buy clothes would be the wealthy parents and tourists. But they are so limited which makes this job kinda boring. ): On the bright side, I'm earning about $50 a day.

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4) JengaMan Chalet
Booked a room for 3 days 2 nights at Goldkist Beach Resort with Gladys, Gracia, Brandon, Benedict, Nicholas, Whitman, Yanghowe, Kym, Eleanne, Crystal, Vanessa and Peisi. It was prety troublesome for me because I could only join them after work at night and am to leave early in the morning for work again. :/ Midnight was fun though, we kept laughing and I always ended up falling off the bed from laughing too hard or if someone jumps on the bed LOL.

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5) I finally got my hands on Taylor Swift's latest album- RED.
I was so hooked onto RED. I initially didn't really approve of this album, but as I searched the web for the lyrics to Every song, I realised how vulnerable this girl who wrote this entire album actually is. The lyrics were so beautiful and tune-wise, matches every song that was created, the mood and everything. I fell in love with RED.

"I ALMOST DO" is part of RED. And as I was listening to all the songs, this song surfaced. It hit me and then I just left it on replay whenever i'm on my ipod. If it doesn't bother you, spare this song 4 minutes.


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6. Also purchased One Direction's TAKE ME HOME. But I would honestly say that Take Me Home wasn't as fantastic as Up All Night. I still listened to it anyway.

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7. Ongsters leaving for Eastern Europe, Finland.
So, if you know me well enough, I really love the UK and if i get the chance in future, i might want to migrate there with my family. (: Here's the thing, knowing that I want to go to the UK very badly, Gladys' was kind enough to tell me about them planning about the trip and then executing it a few weeks later. I was soooooo envious of her family. ): They've been there for about 10 days now and even took a cruise to another city and back omg. Jellyyyyyy~~

333; Hoping for the Best.

Tomorrow's the beginning of O levels already. Time passes so fast, it was way beyond I had imagined. I wouldn't deny that I've indeed been wasting hell lots of time away. And now that there's no more time to lose, I really regret not cherishing all the time I had. All I can do now is do my daily revision and... hope for the best...

332; Baccalaureate Service

Today was the day where we were officially dismissed from PL. Typically, we just spammed many pictures throughout the day, which I thought was pretty foolish since we are still gonna meet each other in the Following Monday and for the alternate days to come... Baccalaureate Service  I'm really sure God was there. I felt that he was speaking to me in every way possible. To ensure m Nov 12, 2012 e that I CAN DO IT.

331; Get out your guns, battle begun.

So, its only about 30 days away from the Major Examinations. I still feel myself slacking my ass off, hardly accomplishing any revisions. Idk if I'm even stress or not. Just last week, my period came unexpectedly late, I was down with Fever, I had many pimples, I had random back/neck/shoulder aches.

So much for having friends that swore to be by your side in whatever circumstances you're going through. I guess, I'm the only one that would actually make that promise and believe in it. Cause no one else will do that for you. No one, would sacrifice time and their attention for you. Lately, I've been trying to control my emotions. But they'd never let me handle it myself. I fail to express my emotions well, every little detail that my clique members say actually annoyed me so bad. I really feel that I'm the ONLY ONE going through this period of stress alone. Yes, everyone else is going through it, but they have friends. And then there's just, Me.

Today, I've made up my mind. I'll leave everyone. I'm sure I can handle it all by myself. Afterall, whatever I want to convey to my friends always get across without any response. There's no point in putting my trust in them anymore, is there?