Day 9 - Your Favourite Internet Friend

I miss how my friends and I would just spend our entire Primary school lives playing Habbo, Audition, Club Penguin etc. Nowadays, we don't play internet games to meet new people. They would stalk your profile and suddenly talk to you like they've know you since childhood.

The vaccination is finally over. I'm one step closer to OCIP now. Imagine all the lame and crazy things we would do, im so excited! (: The lessons plan are sooooooo boring, im just looking forward to the sleeping time in Cambodia. And Grace Lim Zining is Officially my girlfriend. :D

I want someone who I can tell all my secrets to. I want someone who won’t judge me for the mistakes I’ve made and the mistakes I continue to make. I want someone who will understand me. I want someone to hear me out, not just listen. I want someone who says good night to me and prays to God that they’ll get the chance to say good morning. I want someone who will accept me for who I am, despite all my flaws. I want someone who will wipe my tears away and make me smile when I’m down. I just want someone who loves me.

Day 8 - Your Ex

Oh well, I can proudly introduce my 2 exs. STACY SOH and PRIYA PATHETIC PANTY PORNSTAR PAN. :D

Fuck. I swear all the teachers are totally against me. I have simply, NO PRIVACY. My class will be watched from everywhere and anywhere. Seriously, don't you all have better things to do?

I realised i've been going to Nex practically everyday, for no particular reason, Especially with Grace Limmmmmmmmmmm. Vanessa thinks it's weird though. But it seems like there's no one else to hang out with me after school. I ALWAYS GET BULLIED BY *uh hmm* I SWEAR. Somehow, i just like the library in Nex. Memories. :D

Day 7 - A Stranger

I want to be all right without you. I want to smile, I want to laugh, I just want to stop lying to myself. You’ve been pulling me down for way too long and I know now it’s time to let you go. It’s time I stop worrying about you and your precious little life; it’s time I think about myself for a change. It’s time I treat myself right and leave behind those who don’t. It’s time I dig myself out of this hole and start all over again with someone who just might be willing to give me the chance that you never did.

Day 6 - Your Dreams

I don't understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change but the people in them do. How your bestfriend can become your worst enemy, or how strange isit when your worst enemy turns into your bestfriend. How forever turns into a few short months that you'd do almost anything to get back. How you could let go of something you once said you couldn't live without. How even though you know something's best for you, it just hurts the same. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think their few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because it's easier than working things out.

Day 5 - Your Family

My mum just bought me a BLACKBERRY BOLD 9780 \m/
But other than that, my family isn't as awesome as you think it is yknow... Oh well, nothing's perfect. I lead a depressing life.