Behind every benignant smile, lies a sorrowful heart.

I want everything to go back to what everything was before i hurt you. But it's too late to turn back....no more chance to undo the past. I.a.m.s.o.r.r.y. :(

Times are changing, memories last forever.

1-6'09 was where i met all the morons i never thought i'd meet. I started off, thinking i was placed in a class where everyone detest each other, everyone disliked learning. I'm in the wrong class, my life is screwed. But with a Gay form teacher, it lightens the mood in class. He always scolds my class, but guess what? We'll never be afraid of him, cause he SCOLDS WITH A SMILE.

Math lessons never fail to bore us out with Ms Wong Gim Leng. You yawn, i snore, everybody sleeps. History periods were quite epic too, until Mr Dng took over Ms Hazelin. LiVE lessons were probably one of the best lessons, because Mr Lee would close the doors and have only-within-these-four-walls conversations with us. IT lessons contained the most mischievous students a teacher would ever receive.

As a class, we did many things that resembles what cretins do. But when it comes to singing the National Anthem, School song and saying the pledge, we stay united. VERY UNITED INDEED. And also, we "do our part to keep the classroom as clean as possible", which led us to achieving the dirtiest awards for 3 weeks. I mean, it's a record breaking thing, and we're simply proud of it.

"Your class is like a pig sty." I'll never forget that.

2-6'10, friendships started forming, building up. 2 gay morons dropped to NA, life was much better i would say. Mr Lee wasn't our FT anymore, in fact, Ms Kok was. It sucks to be the class monitor, to be 'working' under her. However, she show her concerns for us, she reprimanded us, shared her life stories, she actually cared. We then started working harder towards our goals. It was only towards the end of the year, that a few of us decided to create a family tree. Of course, this has now brought us closer to each other.

PRIYA, GLADYS, VALERIE, VANESSA, PEISI, CRYSTAL, LIANN, CELESTIAL, KAMINI, IRIS, LEYUN, MERYL, JANIS, RACHEL, JULIET, MEGAN, DAWN, YIYUE, JOLENE, WANFANG, PAMELA, ESHEEN, WEILI, SHEAN THIENG, SHAUNA, JIEQI, SERENE, ELAINE, NATALIE, FREDA, EUNICE, ENEN, SHINGHEI, SARA, CHRISTINE, LEEDEA, ZOEY, NELI.

39 individuals putting in our best efforts, is the reason why we're separated today.

OCIP, why can't we be together like before? Life without them now it's like a classroom without any students. I need to unwind in my time machine. I miss those times.

I wanted to tell you all my secrets, but you became one of them instead.

I know, i haven't been blogging for quite awhile already. So here I am, but i don't promise that i can blog consistently anymore. Not as much as i would then the previous years. School's been hectic and Common Tests are just this coming Friday. Took IC photo 2 weeks ago, i bet it turned out worst than the ugliest person on earth. ): Ms Gomes scolded Valerie and I during English lesson yesterday. I don't hate her, but i just feel very bad. :/ It's elearning today, i dislike it. I miss school, and i mean it.

For the past one month, many things have happened so quickly. All the good and bad times, fun and disappointing ones. The weather is extremely bad too. Is it a sign of 2012? My cousin's maid has been admitted into the hospital. On the other hand, I can't wait for tomorrow night! I'll be going for TAYLOR SWIFT's concert! YAY. I have been told that Taylor can't sing live, but we shall see.

"Whatever God gives, he has every right to take it back". Hopefully some miracle will happen.