374;

Did I ever told you I still get butterflies when I see you every damn day??

Though its only been about 11 months since we met and 7 months we've dated for, I still can't get over you, your cute expressions and handsome face that I love a lot, eventhough it doesn't appeal to many people...

But yeah, i just fall for you more and more each day. Funny how I still get butterflies in my stomach when I see you, but I like this way. 

373;

Honesly, i think ALL men should read this. It's a pretty long article but it isn't boring

http://realnewspaper.wordpress.com/2014/04/03/beautiful-women-never-asked-on-a-real-date/.

372; Sad Beautiful Tragic

"Distance, timing, breakdown, fighting
Silence, the train runs off its tracks
Kiss me, try to fix it, could you just try to listen?
Hang up, give up, and for the life of us we can't get back"

so many "you used to..." running through my mind, but at the end of the day,

you don't even seem proud to have me. 

371;

"Pain, make your way to me, to me
And I'll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart, will start a riot in me
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh, why do we lie to hurt so much?
That's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa"

I always hurt you with my actions, and you hurt me with your words. I wonder which is worse...

The fact that yknow I hurt you and you realise how an eye for an eye is wicked...

Idk how you're withstanding this but I'm definitely not doing very well.

Haven't been drinking water because it tastes so bad here in Thailand, and with the amount of headache I'm getting in a day, it's going to eat my head up alive.

I hope youre doing well without me.